This isn't working.  You need to try something else.  Will you exist as pixels on a screen forever?  Will you settle for this dull life?  Or will you unlock your future?

Access social media to see what your friends are up to and give yourself hope.  Make posts to inspire your friends to post as well.  Hide your social media addiction from your boss and parents.  And keep enough strength at the end of the day to finally tell your parents what's been on your mind.